Stealing time

So recently with this I have felt like my husband works ALL the time, and well the truth is, he does.  Anytime I can, I go and steal time with him. I know how that sounds but it is exactly what feel I am doing. I am snatching him away from this job that I constantly have to battle with. I am workin on being okay with that.

His job is very time consuming. It's more so than any other we have experienced. It's longer than the field ops, it's longer than training, and it seems just as tiring. The light side is that it is not a field op, or teaining, or thank goodness a deployment. It's just recruiting. 

Yet, I have a hard time assimilating with anything about this duty and post. If you haven't experienced it you can't understand. It is an entireally different beast of its own with all new feelings. Like a deployment or homecoming no one can understand how you feel unless they have shared in the moment. With all other recruiting spouses I know they understand how this is so different.

No amount of preparation could have helped. Never before did stealing time with him make it to this level. I am just going to have to be a good time thief and not feel guilty about having time with my husband. He is mine too!