After math of a good day

Good day bad night . I'm so lost without him and so lonely. After a fantastic day with great friend doing some much-needed retail therapy, being home hurts. I just feel alone, night is the worst. Not sleeping is bad enough but this just plain stinks. After a great day it was like a slap in the face to feel this way. It was unexpected. I wonder, after three weeks down will this get better? Will I ever get Thea feeling of hollow and loneliness under control. Time will tell.